This is based on my real story, written from my own experiences, emotions, and personal reflections. Every chapter and every line carry a part of what I have felt and lived through.Any similarities, connections, or resemblance to other stories, people, events, or situations are purely unintentional and coincidental.This work is created as a personal diary in literary form, allowing me to express my thoughts, fears, memories, and growth through writing. It is a reflection of my journey, my struggles, and the spark within me that I am still trying to find again.Please allow this work to remain what it truly is, my personal diary, my imagination shaped by reality, and a piece of myself.Copyright © 2026 by RCL. All rights reserved.No part of this work may be copied, reproduced, distributed, or used in any form without the permission of the author.