"I had my whole life planned out — girlfriend, future, ideal picture of a straight man. And then one day, everything shifted. The girls I had paid attention to before no longer stirred my heart. Instead, I found myself looking too long at my best friend, with emotions I didn't know — and didn't want to accept.".This isn't my love story. This is my journal of befuddlement, heartbreak, desire, and ultimately freedom. It's the story of the boy I was, the men who changed me, and the man that I became."