Ever wonder what it feels like when the juicy gossip you're eating up lands right in your own lap? My boyfriend forgot to turn off his camera, and dozens of crew members on the production team watched him fool around with that rising starlet in the middle of the night. On top of that, they were plotting how to leech off me and use my clout to climb the ladder. Then just a few days later, that same boyfriend proposed to me right there on the show, while that two-faced starlet was right beside him, gushing that I should say yes. They thought they had everyone completely fooled. Newsflash: Every single one of us was just sitting back watching their little clown show unfold. And me? I'm the one running the whole show.