INTRODUCTION The book begins with an engaging, lighthearted prologue. The protagonist Liliana introduces herself to readers in a casual tone, sharing tidbits about her quirky personality, Christian upbringing, and love-hate relationship with faith and love. This section sets the stage for a deeply personal yet universally relatable journey. THEME 1: EARLY FAITH AND HUMOUR Chapter 1: First Glimpses Of Faith Setting the Scene: The protagonist reminisces about her childhood in a strict yet warm Christian household. Humorous Anecdotes: Sunday mornings were always chaotic—frantic searches for shoes which always choose to go on a run every Sunday, mum’s insistence on her “you must go to church or you are going the way you are”. Aunties in church who are always at the door to welcome you. Mum's in her infinite wisdom decided it's best to be a creche assistant and join the choir First Spark of Faith: Reflects on her early fascination with the Bible stories discussed in the creche and how they sparked innocent, childlike curiosity about God. Chapter 2: My Church Chronicles Mini Teacher Diaries: At a very young age, she became a children’s church teacher. She narrates hilarious incidents, like kids misunderstanding Bible stories or her awkward attempts at explaining profound topics. Cultural Insights: Showcases a typical church setting—vibrant, lively, and sometimes over-the-top funny. Personal Reflection: Despite her enthusiasm, she realises she didn’t fully grasp what she was teaching. Chapter 3: Looking Back, Laughing Now Wisdom in Hindsight: As an adult now, she reflects on how those innocent years shaped her understanding of faith and relationships. Life Lessons: “Even when I didn’t understand Him, God was always preparing me for something greater.” --- THEME 2: YOUNG LOVE AND INNOCENCE Chapter 4: First Crush Confessions The Infamous Crush: She vividly describes her first-ever crush—a church member who barely knew she existed. Comedic Moments: Details her over-the-top attempts to catch his attention, like borrowing her mum’s perfume or over-styling her hair. Emotional Insight: Looking back, she sees how this moment was the start of her yearning for love and validation. Chapter 5: Heartfelt Hopes and Daydreams Daydream Chronicles: Narrates the funny things she would imagine—he would ask her on Bible dates, finally recognizing her,sharing Bible study sessions, and him suddenly realising she was “The One.” Relatable Awkwardness: She shares the funny, naive things she did to impress him, sharing crazy fun facts, The Accidental Arm Graze, Octopus and the three heart Chapter 6: The Mystery of ‘Fitting In’ Navigating Peers: As she grows, she begins to notice her differences from her peers, especially their ability to blend in socially. Lighthearted Moments: Failed attempts at adopting trends, wanting to be among the ‘cool girls’, making use of the word ‘aesthetic’ without knowing the meaning. Hidden Longing: Beneath the humour, there’s a growing desire to belong and be accepted. --- THEME 3: TRYING TO BELONG Chapter 7: Experiments with Popularity First Big Gathering: She narrates her first party—a mix of crazy insights, like drinks and loud music, and personal awkwardness, like drinking a drink that's not fair to her taste bud but because she doesn't want to be embarrassed,pretends everything was alright. The Clashing Worlds: Her upbringing conflicts with the need to fit into secular social spaces, creating comedic tension. Chapter 8: Almost There, Almost Lost Trying Too Hard: She finds herself compromising small values in an effort to be liked, like pretending to enjoy certain things. Humorous Regret: Looks back at her silly attempts to be someone she wasn’t, laughing at the absurdity of it all. Emotional Hint: She starts feeling disconnected and questions if this path is worth it. Chapter 9: The Tug of Two Worlds Humour Meets Tension: The brilliance of this lies in its ability to use humour as a coping mechanism for the protagonist’s inner tension. While we laugh at her social mishaps, the weight of her self-doubt and the clash of her identities can't be ignored. This balance makes the story engaging, relatable, and layered with emotional depth. The Missing Piece: Caught between a vibrant world and a quiet reminder of her roots, she realised the struggle wasn’t just about fitting in—it was about finding out who she really wanted to be. --- THEME 4: FIRST HEARTBREAK Chapter 10: When First Love Fades Crushed Hopes: Depicts the protagonist's heartbreak after discovering betrayal, leading to a painful breakup. Despite the hurt, the protagonist resolves to move on and heal. Humorous Resilience: The protagonist faces disappointment with humor, using laughter as a way to stay resilient and keep going despite challenges. Chapter 11: Why Love Hurts So Much Reflection: The protagonist uses humour to cope with heartbreak, realising her pursuit of love was about validat